tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-137475572011-04-21T13:02:49.556-07:00METAMORPHOSIS n. a complete change of form,structure,substance,character,appearance, etc.; transformationMarre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.comBlogger201100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1136480437146966972006-01-05T08:57:00.000-08:002006-01-05T09:00:37.156-08:00<span style="font-size:78%;"> happy new year! alam ko medyo late na itong greeting ko kasi january 6 na.. pero graber, hectic ako nowadays.. dami ginagawa.. dami inaatupag.. midterms na next week...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Collect, Select inspect, reject..............................</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">hay....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">d ko tuloy matuloy ang kwento ko kasi antok na ako e.</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">bukas talaga promise.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113648043714696697?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1135871512252833512005-12-29T07:25:00.000-08:002005-12-29T07:51:52.273-08:00<span style="font-size:78%;"> a few more days and hey! it's 2006 already!!! yipee.. ay yikes pala... tatanda na naman ako... syet! 20 na ako next year..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">nag-lunch kami kahapon sa cafe bola... well, ung 11 am na usapan naging 1 pm... hihihi.. medyo nagutom talaga ako nun ha... sapar ng lasagna... yummy yummy... ang tagal din namin nakapag-order kasi ba naman, pinagtatawanana pa ni sid @ ja ang menu... swimmers and runners daw... pepper jelly... at ung mga bola-bola.. ewan ko ba... pero kabusog talaga!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">nagsawa ako sa kakalaro sa timezone.. una, sa greenbelt. dun na kasi namin mineet ni pau at sid si ja e. Dun na rin kami nag-stay while waiting for beryl and cleo... hay, malupit! parang ang hirap maglaro ng tekken dun... d kasi ako marunong gumamit e.. hahaha.. feeling ko masisira ko ung joystick... kaya sa time crisis atbasketball ang bagsak ko with pau... at ng wala na kaming maisip laruin, nanood na lang kami ni pau kay ja @ sid...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">dumating din c beryl at ba isa pa rin itong adik kaya naglaro na naman kami.. bwahahaha..... sa cafe' bola na namin mineet c cleo... ang saya, promise!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">may gift sa amin lahat si sid... ang cute ng teddy bear... heaven nga yung name niya e... sa kagustuhan kong ipakita kung gaano ko naappreciate si sid e sinabit ko cia sa bag ko... pero hind iko akalain na mawawala siya... grabe! hiyang-hiya tuloy ako... buti na lang at di nagtampo or nagalit c sid sa akin... bibigyan na lang daw niya ulet ako ng bago..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">c ja naman, cd naman ang gift niya... compilation ng mga kakilig na mga kanta... naguilty lalo ako... naiwan ko kasi ung mga regalo nila... late na kc ako nagising e kaya naiwan ko.. sa pagmamadali nakalimutan ko... ayaw ko pa naman ma-late kasi nakakahiya e...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">naikot ata namin ang greenbelt at glorietta... </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">naghanap din ako ng flowers para sa mommy ko kasi wedding anniversary nila ni Pop ngayon... aun, nag-lunch kami at nagpakalasing ngayong dinner.. hahaha.. di pa naman ako nalasing ng todo pero bumabagsak na talaga yung mga eyelids ko... hahahahahaha</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">new year na..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">new ME na dapat.. ang dami kong dapat baguhin sa sarili ko... susubukan ko talaga... kailangan NEW and IMPROVED ako... bawal na ang tatamad-tamad at lalampa-lampa dba?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">sa love? * EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK* kapital ZERO... ngak! ala muna niyan...pokus muna...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">hahahaha...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">akala ko guguho ulit ang mundo ko..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">ala na...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">he's seared in my memory...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">huh..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">past....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'm so happy... ala na </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">tuloy tuloy na sana....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">can't wait to see huny and abby para maikwento ko in full detail...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">well...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i did it! *wink*</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">no bitterness, only happiness</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">and a better future ahead of me..</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">AMEN!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113587151225283351?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1134577150760181522005-12-14T08:05:00.000-08:002005-12-14T08:19:10.776-08:00<span style="font-size:78%;">yes!!! just finished the first chapter of our thesis proposal..... wish ko lang tama ang ginawa namin ni pau...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">hay, sobrang saya kahit pagod na pagod... sakit na ng katawan ko sa kabubuhat ng mga libro, grabehan ito!!! naku, pano na kaya bukas... hala,,, past 12 na e parang 7:45 ang class ko... hay naku, kakainspire talaga pag nakikita ko picture ni ramon marcelino... hahaha.. hay,feeling close!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i'm okay as ever... wala ng masakit.. mAsaya na ako! sobra... ang sayasaya ko na talaga... wala na ung sakit ko... magaling na talaga ako... at eto fully functioning individual na ako.. o say mo?!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">hay.. good luck sa thesis namin at sa christmas vacation... vacation pa ba yun? hahaha!!!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113457715076018152?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1134409498500979712005-12-12T09:26:00.000-08:002005-12-12T09:44:58.526-08:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2834/1221/1600/sandwich_launch01-vi.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: right; MARGIN: 0px 0px 10px 10px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2834/1221/400/sandwich_launch01-vi.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2834/1221/1600/avatarmarc[1].jpg"></a><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">whew! i just finished my report for counseling class... hay, kapagod sobra! </span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">anyway, ms. cha approved our topic, hehehe at last!....</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">grabe, i met my super crush, MARC of kjwan in shool... sobra ang gwapo lang talaga... astig! hay, he's so talented... maiin-love ka talaga sa boses niya... he sang moving a while ago tapos acoustic version ng daliri... wow... heaven talaga... sows... i love him!!! my gosh... he's getting more handsome everyday... hahaha... and pati handwriting niya sa poster kakaiba!</span> he rocks! as in! musikero talaga!<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">wow, i can't believe it! i'm almost over this crazy feeling about him (hindi kay Marc ha!).... i really don't care anymore.... i dunno... hahahaha... sounds strange no... di parang katulad dati na hindi pa ako makahinga...</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">gosh! so embarassing!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">pero ewan ko, baka na-miss ako nung isang araw... hindi ko akalain na kakausapin niya ako...o dba?! ang iba lang talaga, wala na ung dating KILIG as in wala na... care ko ba ang drama ko ngayon... hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ganito... pero grabe</span><br /><p>ang saya saya saya saya saya saya saya ko!!!!!</p><p><span style="font-size:78%;">it's almost Christmas vacation and I still don't have gifts for my Godchildren... lagot! hahaha</span></p><p><span style="font-size:78%;"></span> </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113440949850097971?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1134062349153623462005-12-08T09:00:00.000-08:002005-12-08T09:19:09.173-08:00<div align="justify">what a day! it was really stressful... i was almost late this morning.... yep, i wasn't able to wake up early... weird!</div><div align="justify">well, we still don't have a thesis topic because our research prof hasn'tapproved anything yet! grabe! wala na nga ako maisip e....</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">little by little...</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">- i'm starting to let go of him! o iba yan ha... kelan mo yan narinig? now lang ata.. hehehe... i'm not that affected unlike before na hindi niya lang ako pansinin e parang end of the world na... hahaha.. at least ngayon... di ko na siya masyado pinapakealaman... i don't care na... hahaha... ang pangit ng term pero grabe, huney was absolutely right when she told me not to push him away and try to forget him in an instant ,but rather enjoy the moment while he's there. Ayun, ang pangit talaga pero parang pinagsawaan ko lang... kung sa sakit, na-immune na ako... tsaka bakit naman ba talaga ako aasa sa wala... wala naman talaga akong mapapala... hay, minsan para na akong sirang plaka... gasgas na yung iba kong linya pero... ang saya talaga! Ngayon ko lang tinatawanan ang sarili ko kasi napakababaw lang pala ng mga bagay na sa tingin ko dati e sobrang BIG DEAL na!!! I'm not blaming myself for feeling the "feeling" i felt before but i just realized that it wasn't really worth it. Hello?! Di ko naman ikakaila na masaya talaga malunod sa feeling na yun na kahit ouch na e sige pa rin ng sige...</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">it isn't complicated as before... na parang lahat ng gagawin ko e sobrang O.A. talaga.... hay... kakatawa... i'm open and ready to face a new day ahead.. and just like what chicken little said, " everyday is one new day!"... new me... new opportunities.... new choices... new challenges.. new lessons to learn, fun and suffeings will add spice but anyway... i have matured, i can say... </div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">little by little... (",)</div><span style="font-size:78%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113406234915362346?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1133884445300643782005-12-06T06:59:00.000-08:002005-12-06T07:54:05.333-08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">grabe... my right middle finger hurts... ang hapdi!!! nahiwa ba naman kc ako ng blade, hindi lang basta balat, laman talaga.. dumudugo pa nga din hanggang ngayon...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">the first cut is the deepest... ewan ko kung aling sugat ba ang sinasabi ko pero eto lang ang masasabi ko... lahat talaga ng sugat, malalim man o hindi ay talagang nagdadala ng kirot at hapdi. At kahit anung laki ng gauze o band-aid ang ilagay mo, dudugo pa din at dudugo.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">ewan ko na naman ba kung bakit ko sinasabi ang mga bagay na ito. siguro sobrang nasasaktan lang ako dahil sa sugat ko... </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">ayun lang...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">masalit lang ang mga pangyayari.... wrong timing kasi</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113388444530064378?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1133452792424365812005-12-01T07:49:00.000-08:002005-12-01T07:59:52.446-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">shux... december 1 na... harharhar... santa claus is comin' to town already... believe it or not.. masaya ako these past few days... o dba.. something new...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">maybe it's because i'm starting to accept what is happening... well. i hope you know what i mean... Grabe, pag nagtanong ka pala talaga sa Diyos, sobrang sasagutin niya pala yun... ung tagos talaga para sayo...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">aba malay ko ba kung bakit ako nag-sit in sa theo class ni ms. D a week ago... at grabe.. cnagot talaga ni God lahat ng tanong ko... kung bakit ganun.. bakit d pwede... bakit hindi dapat ipagpilitan ang sarili... and everything....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yep, I cried... d lang halata...nakakapit lang ako sa braso ni huny kasi sobrang may impact sa akin lahat ng sinasabi... syet... meant to be ata namapasama ako sa class na ito sa araw na un... " WHAT YOU WANT IS NOT IS ALWAYS THE BEST FOR YOU"... tama nga ito..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hay, mukhang mas natatawanan ko na ung mga bagay na ito kaysa nung dati... well... i know i have not yet reached the "I totally FORGOT about him" stage pero un.. i'm happy about the things happening in my life right now... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i dunno...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">basta i'm happy..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">and i'm enjoying every moment of it...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113345279242436581?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1132587706188108532005-11-21T05:49:00.000-08:002005-11-21T07:41:48.930-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">paksyet!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> Mukhang mas mapapadalas na naman ata ang pagsulat ko dito kasi nasasaktan na naman ata ako...ata? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">MALI! Rewind...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> Mukhang mas mapapadalas na naman ata ang pagsulat ko dito kasi nasasaktan na naman ako... Hindi ko ba alam kung bakit talgang bumabalik ang hapdi at pait... nyak! drama na naman po ako.. eto, pilit kong pinipigil ang sarili ko wag siyang isipin at pansinin.. pero alam kong mali... hindi dapat pigilin ang sarili... kaya ko ito!!! kelangan ko itong harapin!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> Siguro gasgas na ang sa mga panahong ito ung CD ng mommy ko ni Gary V... aba, e sa paulit-ulit ko ba naman patugtugin ung kantang DI NA NATUTO... di na kasi at ako matututo e... di na talaga ako nagtanda... hay, self-mutilation ba ito?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> tsk... pwedeng umiyak Galem... wag lang maging BITTER! hahahaha... hindi ko naman dinedeny na masakit pero ayos lang naman talaga... well, hindi mo naman talaga makukuha ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo... iyon ang isang bagay na di talaga mabibili ng pera...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> Minsan ay naguguluha nna din ako sa sarili ko pero ganun talaga e... ouch pero kayang tiisin...ouch pero kelangan harapin... ouch... paksyet</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113258770618810853?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1132243497648649072005-11-17T05:45:00.000-08:002005-11-17T08:04:57.690-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;">a month has passed. A lot of things have happened already... yep, i'm still meding a broken heart... it hurts but i'm enjoying every single moment of it...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">yet...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">WHAT HURTS?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- letting go of a person you've learned to love</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"> ilang beses na ba ako nagdrama? sa lahat na ata ng tao, nasabi ko na ito. Oo, aaminin ko para na akong sirang plaka. paulet-ulet na lang... buti nga lang hindi sila nagsasawa pakinggan ang nararamdaman ko... mahirap pala talaga mag let go... pero hindi pala dapat madaliin kc... MAS MASAKIT! wag kang mag-feeling na kaya mo kung hindi pa talaga... okay lang umiyak wag lang maging bitter... napamahal na talaga siya saken kaya siguro kahit hindi ako ang prinsesa niya, pwede pa naman akong maging isang matapat na kaibigang handang tumulong... o di naman kaya isang taong talagang nagmamahal sa kanya pero patago at di na niya dapat malaman pa...</span></div><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- shielding you're heart to love somebody</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> maraming beses ko na yan ginawa. ilang patong na ba ang ginawa ko wag lang sanang mabaliw itong puso ko para sa isang tao diyan... kaso, mali na naman ako e... MAS MASAKIT! masakit ang pigilan ang puso.. hayaan mo lang itong magmahal...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- tryin' to hide what you really feel</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> alam nilang lahat ito... alam ito nila pau, abby, beryl, cleo, lalong -lalo na si honey...MAS MASAKIT! tipong hindi ka na talaga makahinga... masakit din pala yun sa dibdib... pag kilig na kilig ka na, hindi mo pwede ipakita kasi nga secretly in love ka nga... pag nasasaktan ka, hindi mo rin pwede ipakita kasi wala ka namang karapatan e.. wala kang magagawa kundi kimkimin lahat sa loob mo ang nadarama mo... wag lang sana akong mag ka cancer pag dating ng araw...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- loving a person too much</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> alam ko sobra na minsan ito.. aminado naman ako na O.A. na ako.. pero wala akong magagawa kasi andito pa rin e.. ang mahirap nga lang, ako lang itong may alam.. hindi naman niya alam itong feelings ko e... MAS MASAKIT! pero masarap magmahal kahit walang kapalit...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- taking the risk to fall in love again</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> MAS MASAKIT! kasi kahit anong gawin ko ngang pilit magkagusto sa iba para kalimutan itong kabaliwan ko, mali naman na pilitin kong tumingin sa iba at maghanap ng ibang magugustuhan kung hindi ko pa nga kayang mag let go. Baka tawanan niyo lang ako kasi naman never naging "kami" at hello?! pwede naman ako magkagusto kahit kanino.. ang problema nga lang, d ko pa siya kaya i let go..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- thinking of him every waking and sleeping moment knowin' all the while that he never even thinks a sinlge thought of you</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> hay.. hindi naman ata ako nagmintis sa kakaisip sa kanya… aaminin ko na kahit pilitin kokng wag isipin siya e.. eto at parang halos lahat ng bagay e nagagawan ko ng paraan para magkaroon ngrelasyon sa kanya… lagi ko naman talaga siya naiisip e.. lalo na bago matulog.. nangangarap na kahit minsan lang e maisip din niya ako... kahit once lang... kaya nga sobrang tuwang-tuwa ako nung binati niya ako nung birthday ko e... hay... alam to ng lahat ... oo.. isang mensahe galing sa crush kong patay na patay talaga ako...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- letting go coz everytime you see the person, you only fall deeper</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> hindi ko pa rin makalimutan ang sinabi ni honey sa akin... "The more you push him away, the more he comes to you…" ayoko na siya makita para nga makalimutan ko na eh.. pero pag wala.. miss na miss mo naman.. pero pag napadaan o andyan sa kaharap mo.. pucha…MAS MASAKIT! Kaya eto ineenjoy ko na lang lahat ng opportunity na makasama cia.. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- falling in love with someone you didn't mean to fall in love with</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> nevr ko naman naisip na mahuhlog ng ganito ang puso ko sa kanya e... MAS MASAKIT! kc hindi ko naman talaga pinlano e...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- pretending you're okay when inside you're dying</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> ayoko na sabihin kung gaano kasakit...basta.. masakit.. para kang sinasakal</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">- lyin' in bed each night thinking of that special person you can never really have</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> yan lang ang pwede kong gawin.. ang patuloy na mangarap.. ang patuloy na managinip gabi-gab.. masarap isipin pero maniwala ka man sa hindi... MAS MASAKIT! parang hinihiwa mo ung sarili mo kasi kahit magdamag kang mangarap.. hindi talaga siya mapupunta sayo... at yan ang totoo...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">AKO AY ISANG IN-DENIAL NA HINDI DINEDENY NA IN-DENIAL AKO...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-113224349764864907?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1129178803059457202005-10-13T12:50:00.000-07:002005-10-12T21:46:43.076-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> wow... it's been a while...hehehe.. i'm was so busy that i always forgot i have have a blog... yep, i'm 19 already. I just celebrated my birthday yesterday.. yah... i can't believe it!!! i'm already 19!!! shux, ang pangit pakinggan... hahahaha</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> i</span><span style="font-size:85%;">t's almost the end of the sem.... ohhh... heaven! i'm free from stress... at last! yehey!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> a recurring illness... i have a feeling, it's coming back... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> i was talking to honey a few days ago and i told her that i am lonely. She asked me the reason and i told her, </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">"I DON"T KNOW"... i don't know? or am i just trying to deny it... i know the reason... i know 'coz i was almost about to cry when i was talking to her... a recurring illness... shux... it's coming back to me... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">honey told me not to take big steps when i'm not really ready... wag magsalita ng tapos... akala ko kaya ko na... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i thought it was that easy... but i realized it really not... i dunno.. i am hating myself again because of it... i'm always over reacting.. i'm always having these delusions... i just hate it... but the problem is, i just can't stop... i just can't help this feeling anymore... but i don't want it...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">there are really things here on this world that people cannot control... no matter how focused, how smart, how mature they acn be... sh*t! yes, i'm ashamed of myself... i'm ashamed because it's recurring again... i really don't want it... but i can't stop... </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">believe it or not, it's the first time.. this is the first time that this thing happened to me... i am trying to stop... i am... </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112917880305945720?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1123959896594792502005-08-13T23:25:00.000-07:002005-08-13T12:04:56.630-07:00<div align="justify"> <span style="font-size:85%;">Whew! at last, i'm posting something again. well, this should have been last wednesday, but unfortunately i wasn't able to go online because even though it's already 4 days after the midterm exam, i can still feel the pressure. Last wednesday, i should have gone to school to practice the songs we have to sing on the novena mass yesterday, there was also a meeting for the officers of the different school organizations, but i didn't attend to any of these. You know why? 'coz first, i promised my Mom that i will accompany her for our car's registration.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"> After that we went to Market!Market!, a mall in the Fort. We just spend the afternoon there, walking and just walking, looking and bargaining for good buys. I really wanted to buy a new pair of flats. you know, the shining-shimmering pair of shoes with cute little stones on it. hehehe. The "genie shoes" according to my friend Vian. I spotted two shops which sell the shoes i wanted. I wanted the white with blue and orange stones on it, tried the other pair, and the other... nothing fit me. it was all just up to size 8. hmp... i was looking for a size 9. I didn't lose hope so i went to the other store. SAme thing! all the pairs i wanted doesn't have a size for me and all the pairs that are really pretty but weren't my type always got a size 9. Too depressing... but i would not buy them even though i have the money. I want that single pair. the shoes that i first saw... i went home empty handed. my mom knew how sad i was. i never said a word on our way home. I was about to cry, honestly... Promise! i'm just shy to show it to my mom. I know it's really a small thing but i just wanted that shoes badly... </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;"> Then I realized… this is life! With that simple experience, I realized that you really cannot get everything you want in this world – even if you have the money or the power! This is the reality other people cannot accept and at that point I was one of those people. You really get depressed when you can’t reach for that goal in mind… it’s really simple… it seems… I never stopped looking for a size 9 to fit me… but you know… it just isn’t for ME…</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;">Like <span style="font-size:180%;">LOVE</span>. I thought I found the RIGHT pair. I know I found the right one. He was perfect! He really is. He’s unique just like the shoe’s design. There’s no other pair of shoes like it. There’s no other person like him. I know you would tell me it’s just a crush… but technically I think it’s LOVE. Yes, the size 8 shoes is just like love. There are so many shoes in the shoe rack but I only like one of them just like saying there are so many guys in this world but I just want him. That size 8 shoes had really an effect on me. No matter what I do, my size 9 feet would never fit the size 8 shoes. Just like love, there’s really NO CHANCE that I will fit into his life. Yes, same old story… GIRL LIKES GUY BUT GUY LIKES SOMEONE ELSE. I’m really not sure who that lucky girl is… but I know someone out there has already that pair of shoes. Someone has owned his heart. Too bad, it just ain’t me.</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-size:85%;">Believe me, the depression got worse. But then again another thought cam into my mind. Why should I get depressed? I should be able to face reality. He’s not for me. I remember the quote that was sent by friend to me, " Love can never be wrong… sometimes you blame the person or even the situation but no matter who blame if it really wasn’t meant for you… IT JUST WOULDN"T BE!" Oh well, at least I can accept the fact that things would not always be in my way. Luck would never always be on my side. But really, I love the feeling. Yes, I love loving. My love that doesn’t expect anything in return. Just his presence or his simple "how are you?, or him answering my silly questions, or just when he looks at me, or just when he just makes me laugh, or just the thought that he’s an inch close to me is really HEAVEN. I believe there is really heaven here on earth. It’s just up to you to find it, or feel it.<br />It’s Saturday already, and again I was able to go to the same mall for a field experiment in our Experimental Psych class. Now, I bought a pair of flats. Luckily, there’s a size 9 already. It’s only one. The last pair. It made me really happy… and I experienced HEAVEN. It’s just like love, maybe there’s still time… maybe there are other days that, that unique pair of shoes in my life – HIM - would be really mine. Hahaha. I know it’s just a dream like a crow would turn into white. But dreaming is free. It may not come true, I don’t care.<br />I was talking to Beryl, a friend of mine, before going home. I know she felt a new ME… I was really happy today… and would be in the next few days. I got the shoes that I wanted. And in my dreams tonight, there’s no other person I’ll see, but him. But I know, there should be a time to stop and move on. A time where I am ready to give up that pair of shoes, a time to also give him up…. But please, I think it’s NOT YET TIME. </span></div><span style="font-size:85%;"><br />I feel like I am Cinderella… I have my two glass slippers on, the only problem is, hehehe…..<br />I DON"T HAVE A PRINCE CHARMING!!!!<br /><br /><br />Sad…. But so true…<br /><br />but I love you.... nothing else matters.<br /><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112395989659479250?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1122389857326703562005-07-26T21:56:00.000-07:002005-07-26T07:57:37.343-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;"> i am C... C as in CONFUSED.... it's like so many things happened with just a span of two days. i don't know... it like something changed in my surroundings but i don't know the reason. i don't know... i'm having headaches already. i'm confused of so many things... maybe because of stress... shucks! am i behaving maladaptively? i hope not. there's so much to do that i dunno what to do first. argh!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> i'm also confused of my feelings... i feel i have a bipolar personality... sometimes i'm so happy, then so sad, sometimes i feel so numb. sometimes, i just feel idon't feel anything anymore. do i make sense? i really don't know what's happening to me.</span><br /> <span style="font-size:85%;"> i am P... P as in PARANOID... i'm scared of failing a subject that's why i don't want to cram. now, i get so irritable because i'm afraid i can't meet the deadlines. there's no time to waste... i just need to do things quickly...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i'm paranoid because i'm scared to lose something...err... someone who wasn't even mine. as i've said i want to recover and forget the feeling. But how? How can I do such a thing? Can someone teach me? My mind tells me to stop… but my heart can’t! STUPIDITY! My heart is so stupid! Why can’t it just learn to accept that it just can’t be… it just can’t be… and will NOT be… ever!!! I’m scared because I dunno when this feeling will end! Can I recover? Will I ever wake up to this dream? Or is it a nightmare? Why is it I’m too brave to tell that I can forget, but when he’s around… I just melt? I promised NEVER ever to talk to you but look at me now… what am I doing…??? I’m just hurting myself more and more… but I just can’t help it!!! I admit… I’m scared not seeing him again…</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">i’m R… as in RESTLESS….i’m so tired. Tired of thinking of a lot of things…. I’m so tired of pretending… hiding this unexplainable feeling… I just don’t know… I DON"T KNOW!!!! What if this heart grew tired of beating… of loving.. of waiting? Yes, waiting for NOTHING!!! I hate myself for it but can I blame myself???</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><br />I’m not CPR… I need the true CPR…. Fast… I just can’t breathe… can you save me?<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />i still need to live......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112238985732670356?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1122301540474067272005-07-25T23:35:00.000-07:002005-07-25T07:25:40.486-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;">yes! i just finished my lab report in experimental psych!!! yes!!! yes!!! it made me really crazy... i don't really know what to do... good thing there's no classes today. thanks to the president and her SONA. i really don't understand anything she said. i don't know if i should believe her after all hat has happened. oh well, it's a new day tomorrow. A lot of stress i suppose. Midterm exams are just a few days time... stress..stress...stress and STRESS! projects, quizzes,reports,journals,tests... name it! but i know i can do this.. i can! my family inspires me so musch... my friends are always there... and of course... my ultimate crush....hehehe. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> i'm also busy chatting with pau and beryl.. i'm so lucky to have good friends like them... i'm excited with the activities after the midterms... hehehe... for sure we'll be celebrating! i just dunno where....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> FOCUS... that's what i should do. Need to do better this sem... i'll give it my 100%! promise ko yan..</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">hay... naku... when will i ever see the spark in his eyes? or his smile? oh well... i'm a recovering addict anyway. i should stop this crazy thing! how can i let go when he was never mine? GIVE UP! yep, that's the right thing... give up this time 'coz whatever i do, he isn't just for me... too sad but so true..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">realities... that's reality bites 101... you can't get everything that you want! just like LOVE... hehehe... recovering... i am... but what if i see him again? bump into him one of these days? can i still recover or will i be still addicted to the memory of him? i dunno.....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">only God?...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">only faith?....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">only destiny?...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">only time?....</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">who can tell?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112230154047406727?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1122043893866198082005-07-22T22:54:00.000-07:002005-07-22T07:51:33.870-07:00<span style="font-size:78%;"></span><br /><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i stare blankly on the wall...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">it's like i'm in the middle of a huge crowd</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">it's like i'm floating in the air.......</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">my heart pounds and my stomach grumbles, not because i'm hungry,</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">not even nervousness or fear,</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i don't know really....</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i don't know...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">it's not sadness, it's not excitement</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">Longing? for what?</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i don't know</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i can no longer hear any sound</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">even though many voices are talking....</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i can no longer see, everything</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">seems to be in the background.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i don't know </span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i don't know really..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">it's like a puzzle..... something's missing</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">like a body part..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">maybe i long to see you.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">maybe i really long to feel you.....</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">you're presence makes me live</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">you're smile makes me fight</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">but idon't know why!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">sometime's i think if it's really worth it...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">sometimes i think if you think of me too.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">but i don't care.. i can</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">be numb, i can hide my loneliness...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">People like you!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">people want to get close to you...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i'm one of those people</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">but i keep it a secret.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">LOVE. perhaps. maybe. maybe not.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i just keep it a secret because</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i don't want to lose you.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i don't want you to leave</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">but then i realize, i am okay.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">i'm happy to be in this state...</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">and even though i hide the feeling.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">even though it's like i'm in the middle of a huge crowd..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">even though it's like i'm floating in the air....</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">even though my heart pounds</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">even though my stomach grumbles..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;">and even though i stare blankly on the wall.</span></div><div align="left"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:180%;">I LOVE YOU!</span> and it's all that matters to me..................</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112204389386619808?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1122042751558972012005-07-22T22:36:00.000-07:002005-07-22T07:32:31.566-07:00<span style="font-size:85%;"> wow...... it's been a while.... so ok, i broke my promise but you cannot blame me. I wasn't able to update this blog because i was so busy in all the school work that i have been doing these past few days. Now, three important reports are due next week. I know i have to do it as soon as possible. good thing there's no classes on Mondat because of the president's SONA. Anyway, i really don't care. how will you know who's the right person to trust? i'm not a pessimist, i want to think positive as possible, but how will you feel okay when everything around you isn't right? </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> i really don't know what to do! i'm stressed. VERY STRESSED! The Midterms exam will be on the first week of August.. time flies so fast yet i'm not having fun!!! hahaha! i know it's my responsibility to do all these things, as a student and as a daugher. i don't want to waste the money that my parents paid for my tuition fee. Hey, it's not that cheap, you know?</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"> i feel so drained...so sad.........so ALONE.....</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112204275155897201?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1120399823838190932005-07-03T22:10:00.000-07:002005-07-03T07:14:20.343-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:85%;">this is really a tiring day... got a lot of chores to do...tons of homework... went online to chat a little. hahaha. i was able to talk to ABBY, a friend of mine, about our homework and homework and homework! Argh! Well, it's what a responsible student should do... I was also able to chat with another friend, J.A. The last time we talked was about 3 months ago.Hehehe. That was quite a while. </span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">OK. So, I just finished the homework, and I just need to review for a test tomorrow. okie, that's all for today.</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112039982383819093?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1120174924127079592005-06-30T16:20:00.000-07:002005-06-30T16:51:38.456-07:00<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2834/1221/1600/pau&me.jpg"><img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2834/1221/320/pau%26me.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">I told my Mom about this new blog. She didn't read its contents but all she said was, " it looks so sad. why don't you place some pictures? it would really look nice.." oh my! if you check on my first blog, i wrote, " NO PICTURES, No colors.." but okay so I'll follow my Mom this time. hehe. okay. so this is my best friend PAU. This picture was taken 2nd sem of our freshman year in AC. We both love to eat even though it doesn't show. Well, our other friends envy us 'coz our metabolism is so fast. Hehe. We live in the same subdivision. We go to school together. We help each other. We laugh, we cry, and we never fought in the 3 years that we've been together. hehe. Galing noh! </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112017492412707959?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1120170383133812452005-06-30T14:55:00.000-07:002005-06-30T15:26:23.136-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Hi! Guess I broke my promise already... anyway, it's a new month so I'll do my best to update this blog. Haha. Today is our org accreditation. I feel a little nervous about it. I really don't know what to say. I just hope our org passes the test.</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;"> Yesterday was a-ok! I had a great day in school. I was able to answer my test in Abnormal Psychology, I got to chat with Ms. Amy (my professor and a good friend), I was able to fix our org's bulltin board( that's just one of my duties), learned more about Marriage and commitment in our Theo class, and the list goes on...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;"> You know what, we have this marriage encounter thingy in our theo class. We need to invite our boyfriend to attend. Yup, that would be a problem. Why? 'coz I don't have one and I'm not planning to have one. Guess I'll just ask a guy friend to pretend. but who?</span><br /><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:85%;"> Oh well, happy 1st day of july. time flies so fast. baka bukas it's Christmas na!</span> </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-112017038313381245?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1119975903884293632005-06-28T09:23:00.000-07:002005-06-28T09:25:03.890-07:00<span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:78%;">All your life, you had specific dreams about whatyour family life would be like when you finallymarried.<br /><br />You were so intent on what you wanted, you evenmade a list of qualities and characteristics you werelooking for in a spouse, in a home, in your job, inyour children.<br /><br />But time passed, and that person you were sointent on didn't come along.<br /><br />All of your friends married, had children, hadbeautiful homes.<br /><br />And still you were single. You prayed and prayedand prayed for that person to come along, but nothinghappened.<br /><br />You had a good job. You served in your church.<br /><br />You spent daily time with the Lord in prayer andstudying the Word.<br /><br />You dedicated your life to serving God in everyway possible, but still nothing.<br /><br />So you decided to take matters into your ownhands, and you began an active search for a mate.<br /><br />And within a short period, you met someone whoalmost fit the bill.<br /><br />Almost.<br /><br />Sure, there were a few things Missing, a few rustyspots in that person's character.<br /><br />But, after all, no one is perfect.<br /><br />Maybe your goals were too high. Maybe you'd beenasking for the impossible.<br /><br />Maybe this was the person God wanted for you soyour character could grow through dealing with his or herfailings.<br /><br />Even though it often seems that God is slow toanswer prayers, no matter whether it's about amate, or a job, or our children, or our finances, oranything else, we have to remember that Goddoesn't wear a watch.<br /><br />Nor does He look at our human calendars. He seeswith eternal eyes.<br /><br />He operates on an eternal timetable, according toHis plan and His schedule.<br /><br />If God seems to be running late, don't get impatientand run ahead of him.<br /><br /><br />Wait for the Lord's timing in everything.<br /><br />To the single folks out there, this is for you.<br /><br />Single means you have the time to grow and be theperson you want to be.<br /><br />Single gives you space to grow.<br /><br />Sometimes, it is harder to grow when you are tooclose to someone.<br /><br />Trees are planted far apart so they can spread theirbranches and become strong as they mature.<br /><br />Single means learning to live by yourself.<br /><br />However, that is no more difficult than learning tolive with somebody else.<br /><br />Single means freedom.<br /><br />You are free to spend a week's vacation on thebeach, to take computer courses, to work late onan interesting project, to spend the day in bedwith a good book or simply with a person who hasread one.<br /><br />Single means learning not to need a man/woman tomake your life meaningful but learning to live witha man/woman because you want to be withhim/her.<br /><br />Single means that sometimes you will wonder whyyou will bite your lip and feel wistful and wonder ifmarriage is better.<br /><br />Ironically, yet quite happily, single is feelinggood about being in control of your life.<br /><br />It is liking and respecting who you are and why youare.<br /><br />Single is realizing that being married is notnecessarily better, it is merely different.<br /><br />Single means that there could be somethingwonderful around the corner and you can take advantage ofit.<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;">Being single means you are free to love again.</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-111997590388429363?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13747557.post-1119973406624162942005-06-28T08:27:00.000-07:002005-06-28T09:05:27.350-07:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;"><blockquote><p><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;color:#ffffff;">I just want it simple.. clean.. walang arte... .No pictures, no colors, just ME...</span></p><p><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:85%;">Hey! this is my first ever post in my new<br />blog. I made one before I went to Palawan last summer, but since it wasn't<br />updated for almost three weeks, I jusy made a new one. I promised to myself that<br />I will check it more often. Hahaha. I just hope I can stick to that<br />promise.</span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:85%;">METAMORPHOSIS meaning change. Yep, I do believe<br />that everything in this world is constant except change. Everyday is a new day.<br />Everyday is a new story to tell. Everyday is a new challenge you gotta face. I'm<br />looking forward to every morning, because for me a new day is a new hope. </span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:85%;">NO one is really sure of what the future will bring.<br />Well, life is full of surprises and it's all up to you how you will handle<br />it.</span><br /></span><span style="color:#ffffff;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Oh well, I had a good day in school today. It rained<br />a little. I can't help it! I just kept singing "Raindrops Keep Falling on my<br />Head" while I was inside the cab on my way to school. Hahaha. Weird! I don't<br />know what got into me... I don't have class tomorrow but I still need to go to<br />school. I have a meeting with my co-officers in a school org. Oh well, good luck<br />to me...</span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;">Tell you more about it tomorrow...</span><br /></span><span style="color:#000099;"></p></span></blockquote></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13747557-111997340662416294?l=metamorphosis1012.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Marre Galemhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01667062108228183866noreply@blogger.com2